Often Incoherent ~ Always Menopausal

I Never Said I Was Perfect!

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

Swan Song


This place has been good to me. I've enjoyed it here, but I've moved my thoughts to a new home.

I was never really comfortable here anyway. I wasn't free to write completely unencumbered. There are things which I would prefer certain eyes not see - therefore, my visits here became much less frequent, and my writing much more innocuous.

I look forward to my new home on the web, where I will once again be able to write without self-censoring. That's what a blog should be.

In Response To Your Holy Snottiness

First, what I wrote, I stand by.

Second, I (unlike you) did it in private; not on the world wide web, for all the world to see.

Third, I chose to write because I couldn't bear to suffer your "know-it-all" attitude, and I didn't want to hear a word of what you might have said in your Oh So Snotty Jared tone. Been there, done that - not going there anymore.

Fourth, you may call it "stooping to my level" if you like, but I do not judge. I witness. I see your behavior, your screw-ups, what she continually does to bail you out, and your completely ungrateful way of treating her. Like it or not Sonny Boy, I will NOT keep my comments or my concerns to myself. Not now, and not ever. Her business IS my business. That's the way it is.

And as far as my personal life; be VERY careful what you say. I have very little, IF ANY, tolerance left for your snottiness.

Regarding reconciling - Do not delude yourself into thinking that I'm sitting here wringing my hands, hoping that you'll call. I am not. You know first hand that I'm absolutely fine with cutting someone completely out of my life. That's fine with me. So, as to your snotty little sentence about wanting to keep things the way they are, I say, "Bravo!"

Rest assured that from what I have witnessed, you are a thankless brat who should be on your knees kissing her on all 4 cheeks for the life she gave you. Instead, you couldn't even find it in your selfish little self to stay at home just ONE LOUSY NIGHT, to make sure she didn't need an ADULT around. Isn't THAT a fine thank you for a lady who has ALWAYS been there for you!

Yes, you bet your ass I got hot. Too bad if you didn't like it. You had it comming.

One last thing - Some day, she won't be here anymore. Who knows when that day will be. But when it comes, you better hope you've gotten your shit together, because YOU chose to "NOT RECONCILE" with me, and SO BE IT.

Saturday, August 02, 2008

Letter To Self:

***EDITED***

Dear Self,

You know what you need to do.

Just Do It!